mr man gives us the facts
i am sick of letting you dictate my emotions because most of the time I end up miserable. you no longer care. remember those small gestures you used to do for me as acts of kindness? those have been replaced with aggression and ridicule. right now, this part of my life, this is when I’m supposed to be happy and free…but that’s hardly reality. i shouldn’t keep letting this happen. me being pushed around by your selfish dislike for me is unfair…. you clearly don’t like the girl you are ‘dating’ just the fact there is someone there to get your emotions out on. who cares how shitty you make me feel, as long as it makes you feel better. I can’t focus on enjoying myself when im too busy feeling rejected and alone. We used to be so good for each other. that seems to have faded more and more. why don’t you care anymore? why are you so mean to me? why do you never write me stories about us like you used to or ever want to take me out? what changed? I just can’t believe today was spent surrounded by all the people who care about me while I was moping over you. i want to be free from this… or maybe I dont.